So I haven't been on a lot lately because I transferred from a two year school to a four year school. And this past week, I have been stressed, conflicted, and depressed along with not giving two shits if I pass my classes this semester. My mom kept telling me that it's all new and I need to give it time. I'm sorry, but I feel like I made a terrible mistake leaving the two year school I was attending because I was a semester away from graduating with an associates degree.
I hate my classes, I hate my class schedule, I hate having to park so far away from my classes and being forced to take a bus (the parking was not within my control).
Oh, and I can't drop out because I would have to move out. Well, excuse me for wanting to go to a bigger school because you instilled in me that I have to live up to some legacy you set up and have told me about since I was little. Now I hate myself and just want to leave the school to go back. So, I made the decision that come October I'm applying for readmission for the school I left. I realized too late that I was happy there and not where I'm at now. IDEC if this is all new. It doesn't fit what I need for my education and I just don't care anymore. I want out of school, I've screwed around long enough. I WILL go back to the previous school I attended and get a career with an associates degree. SML I'm so done with this 4-year BS and it's only the second week of classes. I'm going to talk to my advisor about what to do when I get the chance.